Life's Questions.

There are so many questions in life that we feel like we need the answers to NOW. Our life would be complete if we knew all the answers and if our life was complete, then we would have nothing to live for. Lately, there have been so many questions in my life that I want answers to and I have been realizing that it is fine that they aren't answered... it leaves a mystery to my life that is somewhat intriguing. It is like trying to figure out the existence and beginning of God and not having questions.. it just doesn't happen. Sometimes I turn to friends for answers and sometimes I turn to God... not everything is answered. but I am fine with that. Sometimes no answers are fine and I am still content. Like my last post, because I have Christ in my life, "I am completely satisfied." Being satisfied doesn't mean your life is complete, it just means you are good with where you are in life at this point. Sometimes I may not think that I am satisfied because there are trials and tribulations in my life. But where would I be now if I hadn't had any road blocks in the past. Right now I am trying to live for the present. not the future. not the past. but the PRESENT. I am willing to grasp the fact that all my questions in life will never be answered here on earth. And oddly enough.

 I AM OK WITH THAT :)

"Life can be long or short, it all depends on how you choose to live it. it's like forever, always changing. for any of us our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. you can never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count. what you have to decide is how you want your life to be. if your forever was ending tomorrow, is this how you'd want to have spent it?" 

"Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge is yourself." 

"It's just that...I just think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. It's how life is." 

"It's a lot easier to be lost than found. It's the reason we're always searching and rarely discovered--so many locks not enough keys." 

‎"It's all in the view. It's about forever, too. For any one of us our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count."

"Life is full of screwups. You're supposed to fail sometimes. It's a required part of the human existance" 

"All I'd ever wanted was to forget. but even when I thought I had, pieces had kept emerging, like bits of wood floating up to the surface that only hint at the shipwreck below." 

"Everyone has their weak spot. The one thing that, despite your best efforts, will always bring you to your knees, regardless of how strong you are otherwise." 

"But if everything was always smooth and perfect, you'd get too used to that, you know? You have to have a little bit of disorganization now and then. Otherwise, you'll never really enjoy it when things go right."